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Note: This series started as a one shot for this prompt at the kink meme, but the story kept me up night after night and needed to be continued. It takes up the issues of eating disorders seen from the point-of-view of a loved one and not the person struggling with the eating disorder itself and has its focus on the emotional aspects of the disorder and not the physical self-abuse even though it's still in there.

I don’t want to tell you which goggles to use when you read this, but I’m writing it as non-slash and I think that brings something to the story.

Warnings and ratings? I don't do that very well, but it is a series about an eating disorder, the rest is up to you.

Summary for the whole series: Both John and Sherlock struggle to understand and deal with Sherlock’s complicated relationship with food when it slowly starts to spiral out of control.

All of it can be found at AO3.

Eating disorder (the prompt fill)

Regression of health and trust

Another way to show I care

Aftermath

Fighting for understanding and normality

Tell me this night is over

Sequel, two years later:
Relapse

Closeness and darkness

Daylight and distance

We're falling

Told you so

Cup of Tears

Glass house

Silent night

Just tomato soup

Back where it started

Blood oranges aren't real oranges

Epilogue – Putting on the oxygen mask


Ficlets
221 bathroom

A Post-it Project

Christmas Dinner



Help us to Survive

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15


Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Epilogue
 

Date: 2012-12-07 01:40 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] a_blackpanther
Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't there a sequel or part or something where Sherlock actually tells John the why?? Or am I just remembering incorrectly?

Date: 2012-12-07 01:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com
I'm sorry to say that you're wrong. Sherlock never tells John the why because I don't know the why and I have the feeling Sherlock isn't sure either. I have speculated some about how this started over in the comments on AO3, but the only thing I know for sure is that it started when he was 14. Sometimes when I poke at him I get the feeling that his mother had a complicated relationship with food as well and that he once was force fed with a nasogastric tube when he was 17. But that's pure speculations.

The closest to a sequel is the 221 bathroom (http://solrosan.livejournal.com/28789.html) that I apparently haven't put up in the master list. Bad solrosan!

Date: 2012-12-07 03:39 pm (UTC)
a_blackpanther: (Default)
From: [personal profile] a_blackpanther
Hmm... It wasn't an complete explanation... hmm. Must be misremembering.

Date: 2012-12-08 08:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com
There are quite a lot of ED fics in this fandom, perhaps it was someone else? :)

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