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solrosan ([personal profile] solrosan) wrote2012-06-28 09:59 pm

Short Message Service: Missing scene

Notes: This was written because [livejournal.com profile] zedille needed to know what I thought happened between the two TRF-parts and I’m posting this today to celebrate her birthday. She is, as you might know, the constant beta for the SMS series and also to this fic. I’m not completely sure she’ll appreciate this gift though since she hasn’t seen the last changes I’ve done.

Still. Happy Birthday [livejournal.com profile] zedille!

Summary: A non-texting fic about what happened between Vol. XIII and XIV.


-x-


There was a light knock on the door. Sherlock sighed and closed his eyes. If he ignored Mycroft, would that make him go away? Probably not, but Sherlock would be damned if he didn’t at least try.

Sitting on the floor of one of Mycroft’s guest bedrooms, Sherlock knew he should be grateful for his brother’s help. It was he, not Mycroft, who was to blame for the events of the last few days. Sherlock knew this, but he just couldn’t deal with his brother right now.

Sherlock had had enough by the third time the person knocked. Patience running thinner than usual, he yelled: “Piss off, Mycroft!”

“It’s not… Mycroft,” said a female voice from the other side. The last word sounded odd as if the woman weren’t used to saying it. “Sherlock, may I come in?”

Sherlock’s eyes grew wide when he realised who it must be.

“It isn’t locked,” he said with his eyes fixed on the door.

His brother’s PA smiled as she opened the door and stepped into the room. “That wasn’t what I asked.”

“That doesn’t seem to limit your ability to interpret it to suit your purpose.”

“Hush,” she said, trying to sound cocky. Sherlock could see that she had been crying, though he stopped himself before he could deduce why. He smirked, trying for the same cockiness she had, and it came surprisingly easily.

They just looked at each other for a while. Although they had met before Sherlock couldn’t remember ever hearing her voice. It sounded nothing like he had imagined.

“Why on earth are you on a diet?” he asked her. It was the only thing he could deduce that he hadn’t already known.

“Sympathy dieting with your brother,” she said, shrugging. “I cheat a lot.”

“So does he.”

“Be nice to him,” she scolded softly, and sat down on the floor next to him. She took his hand and rested her head against his shoulder.

Sherlock tensed. John was the only person he had been this close to in years. With a sigh, he laid his head on top of hers and looked at their joined hands. He couldn’t remember anyone holding his hand after he’d turned ten.

“How’s John?” he whispered.

“Safe.”

Something twisted in Sherlock’s chest. As if in response, she squeezed his hand so hard it hurt.

“He’s back at Baker Street – Molly followed him,” she told him quietly. “We do need to get her away from him, though. It’s not fair to her.”

Sherlock nodded and swallowed. “Make sure she’s….”

“We’ll keep her safe, too.”

“And Mrs Hudson and Lestrade?”

“Of course.”

“Thank you,” Sherlock said, and covered his face with his free hand.

“Don’t freak out now,” she whispered, “but I’m going to hug you.”

Sherlock didn’t protest and collapsed into her arms.

“We’ll sort it out. You’ll come back,” she said, running her fingers through his hair. “And in the meantime, I’ll take care of things.”

“Just… stop,” Sherlock mumbled against her shoulder. “You don’t know it’ll be all right. You can’t be sure I’ll come- Just stop.”

“Sherlock, when have ever I lied to you?”

“When have you ever been completely honest with me?”

“Remember when I told you that you have nice chromosomes?”

Sherlock pulled away from her with a snort, but left her arm on his shoulders. After just a couple of seconds he leaned back in her embrace. He found it strangely comforting.

“Your brother told me what you told him about why you-“

“He talks too much,” Sherlock muttered.

“Perhaps.” She shrugged. “But I think it was brave, nonetheless.”

Sherlock took her hand again. If he closed his eyes and listened to her breathing, he could almost – but not quite – block out the memory of John’s voice screaming his name as he fell.

“What do you need?” she asked, after almost half an hour of just sitting there.

“I don’t know.” Sherlock wiped his eyes with the back of his hand.

“You won’t figure it out sitting on the floor.”

Sherlock sighed. “Mycroft sent you to get me out of this room, didn’t he?”

“We had a feeling it-“

“I hate when you use ‘we’ for you and Mycroft,” Sherlock interrupted, frowning.

“Jealous?”

Sherlock snorted.

“Come on,” she said and got up. When he didn’t follow, she took his hand and pulled him to his feet. She didn’t let go of his hand and pulled him into another hug. After a moment’s hesitation, Sherlock hugged her back.

“I really believe things will be all right again, Sherlock.”

“I need a new phone,” he said. It wasn’t what he really wanted to tell her, but it was as close he could get.

“That’s a good start,” she said with a smile, and let him go. “I’ll see to it. We can’t trust your brother with that sort of thing, can we?”

“No,” Sherlock said. “Thank you.”

“For getting you a mobile so I can keep track of you?” she asked, and laid both hands on his chest. “You know that stalking you is my favourite pastime.”

He placed his hands over hers and shook his head. That wasn’t what he had meant at all and he knew she understood that.

“Let’s go downstairs and start planning your resurrection,” she said and, with a firm grip on his hand, she moved towards the door.

Sherlock didn’t move. “Is Mycroft there?”

“This is his house,” she said and raised her eyebrows at the childishness of the question. “And you can’t deny that you need him for this.”

Sherlock sighed and followed her downstairs. She was right. He needed Mycroft if he wanted to pull this off, but admitting that wasn't nearly as difficult as accepting why he didn't want to let go of her hand.

[identity profile] dessieoctavia.livejournal.com 2012-06-28 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Awwww. *sniffle*

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2012-06-30 08:57 am (UTC)(link)

[identity profile] the-first-chibi.livejournal.com 2012-06-28 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow.
I LOVE their friendship! And I'm glad you wrote this, it was a nice little addition <3

Poor Sherlock :(

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2012-06-30 09:01 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you ♥ I'm glad you liked this as well even if it didn't follow the same structure as the rest of the series :)

[identity profile] lotl101.livejournal.com 2012-06-28 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Hugs for Sherthea. Great job!

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2012-06-30 09:02 am (UTC)(link)
Ooh! Shipname! I haven't seen that before actually, but I like it! The world needs more Sherthea.
a_blackpanther: (hotch smile)

[personal profile] a_blackpanther 2012-06-28 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
~feels~

Seriously though, this is absolutely wonderful - and as always with your stories I love the physicality of it, the communication that goes on without the words, and the fact that you never spell it out (and you most definitely don't need to). Beautifully done.
Edited 2012-06-28 23:50 (UTC)

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2012-06-30 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you :)


I was uncertain about adding a fic that wasn't in texts to this series so I'm glad you liked it :)

[identity profile] kholly.livejournal.com 2012-06-29 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
Sweet.

And I can completely picture Sherlock trailing after her holding her hand like a great big kid.

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2012-06-30 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

I really wonder what Mycroft will think when they come down the stairs like that :)

[identity profile] zedille.livejournal.com 2012-06-29 01:41 pm (UTC)(link)


You are the best fish a beta could ask for, and I appreciate all of these presents! I'm happy to edit them as long as you're willing to submit them to my tender mercies ;)

Have you and the word said come to an agreement, then? And, well, I do wish you'd let me have a look at the final versions of things before you post them but the only thing here is my urge to stick punctuation everywhere!* (it's like a salt shaker with commas inside) Besides that, well, :)

*I am in fact capable of editing just for grammar, and leaving the rest of the story there! :P

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2012-06-30 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
I will never come to an agreement with said. I'm sorry, it just looks ugly to me :P Or perhaps not ugly, but definitely off. I mean... look at it ;)

And I saw your mail, but I'm too lazy to oblige you right now :P Maybe one day when the weather is better.

[identity profile] zedille.livejournal.com 2012-06-30 09:42 am (UTC)(link)
I still don't see anything wrong with said... or, well, now I do, you know how you get when you've been staring at the same word for too long. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT it doesn't even look like a word any more *starts chasing after you with the fish knives*

well, I've done my duty as a beta! the ball's in your court now... and, well, one of these days I swear I'll do an after-the-fact editing of all the SMS fics to brush up things and I'll chase you down then! *nodnod*

is it still raining in Sweden? O.o

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2013-08-25 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you remember saying this? I'd like to see you make reality of that threat ;P

[identity profile] zedille.livejournal.com 2013-08-26 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
*starts sharpening knives*

*and for that matter her glasses

[identity profile] zedille.livejournal.com 2013-08-26 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
also for that matter I CAN'T BELIEVE WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER THIS LONG

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2013-08-26 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I KNOW! IT'S LIKE INTERNET FOREVER!

[identity profile] zedille.livejournal.com 2013-08-27 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
THINK ABOUT ALL THE INTERNET WANK WE HAVE SEEN!!

[identity profile] shadowfireflame.livejournal.com 2013-08-21 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
What a lovely scene, so moving. Sherlock really needed those hugs.

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2013-08-25 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
He really did! Dying is hard even if you're still alive. Poor thing, I think the hiatus must have been hardest for him.

[identity profile] swirlsofblue.livejournal.com 2014-01-31 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I've just read all of this series and they're all awesome and sweet and hilarious :). Any chance of some more going alongside series 3?

[identity profile] solrosan.livejournal.com 2014-02-06 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! And count on it :D I'm currently in the "trying to figure out how much Team Mycroft knows about Mary"-stage of the writing ;)